the "bad guy" and telenovelas

did you ever watch a movie where the bad guy faked being sweet and nice? and the good guy was the only person who saw through all that? and all throughout the movie he tries to tell everyone that, but they just won't listen? well, i feel like im living through a movie just like that. it's soooo frustrating! im so close to hiring a private investigator to follow the "bad guy" around. i'd have the "bad guy" videotaped all-day round. then i'll send the tape to everyone who knows said "bad guy" so they'll all know just how evil he really is! and the "good guy" (a.k.a. moi!) wins again!

how i wish life was always that fair. but like everyone else in the planet realized a long time ago, it's not. chris is so annoyed when i bring up that "bad guy". he says he doesn't like all the negative energy coming out of me. i can't help it. just the thought of that person gets me all riled up. i know that i really can't do anything about it. if i did, then my life would just like be the movies...

come to think of it, my life is more like a very long-running telenovela. it sure has the right ingredients- love, romance, betrayal, hate, deception, action, adventure, of course, some family fun and a bunch of quirky characters that make all that possible. but im not complaining. 'cause like in any telenovela, despite and inspite of all the missing parents, cheating husbands, horrible accidents, not to mention exaggerated bankruptcies, the "bida" always has her twisted version of a happy ending. and it's only hers, no one else's. and i think that is what makes it all worthwhile.