growing up

last week, someone really close to me left for the states to find a "better" life. i know it's no big deal, people do it everyday. i guess i just really felt sad...and somewhat scared. sad for him being all alone there, and sad for everyone here who will miss him. scared to realize that we are all indeed growing up...

i know that i'm in that point in my life where i start to make life-defining decisions. what career path should i take? when should i get married? is this really what i want??? i guess i just don't want to waste my time in making the wrong decisions. but i'm pretty sure that in time, i'll know all the answers...at least i hope i would.